Thursday, February 17, 2011

yes i'm a fool. i can be irritating. hahas. sometimes i'm there laughing to myself. what a fucking fool i am. i actually liked you oh so much in this 3 years. i got to thank your sister. well i was talking to your sister always till one day she passed the phone to you. that was when i started talking to you always. you still believed in my like how i've always been believing in you. when you didn't get into that school you always wanted, the school where i helped you with your audition and even went all the way the audition with you. it was just last year. a month later you called me. you were crying. i had rehersals for dance. i wanted to go over to your place so bad. ah yes. everything is coming back now. i wanted to go over to you so bad. this was almost the same when you didn't do well for o's. you scolded me off cos you thought i was bugging you for your results. but i didn't. i knew you did that in a moment of anger. cos i knew the girl whom you were. i know how you are like. i did not put a grudge there. i was just so afraid of losing you. so afraid. i though it was like gone.. well a few days later you texted to apologise. i didn't hold anything on you. i was just glad you texted again.

sometimes when i get random texts from you. i will just smile. and when your texts come with smiles. it just lightens up my mood. yea so what if i'm changing my yoyos to the colours you like. i'm fine with it. i just want you to happy. to be exact. i just wanna be the guy to give you that happiness you deserve. i should have done this a year ago.

i still sometimes walk down esplanade. through the esplanade city link where the dancers dance. i still go there to play yoyo. i miss you. i miss both of us playing yo yo at there. sometimes when i'm at spinworkx. i kinda miss being with you there.

i really like you

but is it too late...