Friday, February 18, 2011

had lunch with you. i knew something was bound to go wrong today.

i was right. okay i know i won't get to be with you.

i know you like him

i know whatever we had talk in the past won't be the same.

things change people change

i'm sorry.

i'm the one who caused you to feel sad at that time

not telling you i got a girlfriend

i'm sorry

one of the reason why i wanna travel back in time is to amend this mistake

i wanna takecare of your still

you thought me how to stand up and move on

you were there for me

i was so fucking blind to not see you there for me for all this years

i am regretting

i'm regretting it big time.

its too late for regrets

its too late to want you back

i'm sorry i didn't see your feelings in the past

i really want you back

i know its not possible

if i wait for a few more years will it work?

i remember last year during appreciation dinner.

we were still so close. i don't fucking know what to think anymore

i just wanna sleep. i wanna wake up and have everything back to the same as it used to be. just the two of us. i went roof top garden today. i remember you came with me for the yoyo meet. i went there. i sat there. i thought about you. i regret. i actually cried after leaving you. you won't know it. i know you're feeling bad now. you felt bad since just now. but i rather face the pain now then later on. i hope this set back won't pull me down for End sems. i can't fail.

i don't feel close to you like last time. looking at your picture everyday

i really fucking miss you. i really do. it won't change.

today you do know i still have many things to say. you saw my tweets. you gave me empty promises as well. but i didn't. i remember for asia pacific. i told you i'll be using the song we both used to since when we first met. i did. i did it good.

fuck it.

i miss you